So here I am on this site again, hello everybody, it's everybody's least favorite inbred Imp or Kursed, I go by a million names.

Anyway here is a vent about a problem I just cant fix. I have always felt young, too fucking young. Born in the wrong generation if you will, laugh if ya want, I'm used to it, I'm pretty much a drunk birthday clown. Anyway I write this at 19 and for as long as I can remember, the topic of wanting to go back has been on my mind. I have always just wanted to be, older, in the 2010's or for time, technology and culture to stand still in about 2014 or so. Never felt like I related to my peers on main stream things. I just talk about the past. Mainly old YouTube, old Newgrounds, old 4chan, Hatena, etc. It just felt, good. I dont know if thats me just being addicted to childhood memories except, I never used any of these except for YouTube and even then, I wish I was older. I wish I could have created shitty animations back then. In 2005 I was born, In 2010 I was 5, In 2015 I was 10 and this is around the time I started just wanting to go fucking back. I dont know, just nothing makes me happy about modern day things. Covid made the world different, nothing seems the same anymore. If I could have been born in a specific year I would pick 1995, but that is not possible and never will and it drives me nuts.

All these old flash movies, kinda wish Imp was in em. Wish I could be on these old forum boards. Wish I was animating on a DSi back in the day on Hatena. I just cant get what I want. At this point I'm fuckin rambling, Idk what I'm even saying.